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So, life has gone by really slowly.

Having finished the Academic Orientation the previous week, today I found myself in an 'amazing' race around Kovan, Hougang and AMK. Needless to say, I was bored shitless.

I loved how the OGLs completely ignored the fact that people might have needed to go to the toilet sometime during the race! Oh but no, we were all too focused on silly cheers and kiddy games. Let's start with school - Shall we?

Anyway I bought the Panopticon CD and I think it's good. Not as good as "In The Absence of Truth" but still kickass nonetheless. It's so good I don't want to share it with anyone hehehe.

It's funny how I actually had braced myself for the impact that would stem from being rejected by TPJC. When the moment came I was numb for awhile... Then really bitter with everything. Part of that has carried on into life now, it's like a little part of me died inside, when they told me 'no'. It is trivial, perhaps - But I don't take rejection lightly...

Today I am lonely, insecure, irate and frustrated.
And tonight... There's no one else around. :(